Part 2: By the Time He Chose Me, I Was Gone

The elevator went completely dark.

For half a second, there was silence.

Then Clara screamed.

Not a frightened little cry.

A furious one.

“Damn it!”

I heard her handbag hit the floor.

The emergency light flickered red.

And in that dim glow, I saw her face change.

No tears.

No fragility.

No timid eighteen-year-old girl terrified of hospitals.

She immediately crouched, opened her bag, and pulled out a small medical case.

Her hands were steady.

Perfectly steady.

She injected something into her thigh with practiced precision.

I stared at her.

“You’re not afraid of needles.”

Clara froze.

The elevator suddenly became very quiet.

I looked at the injector in her hand.

Three weeks earlier she had cried so violently before the bone marrow procedure that Sebastian had taken her away from the hospital.

She claimed she fainted whenever she saw medical equipment.

Yet now, in darkness and without hesitation, she had handled an injection like someone who had done it hundreds of times.

Clara slowly stood.

“That’s different.”

“How?”

“It’s medication.”

“So was the procedure.”

Her expression hardened.

For the first time, the sweet mask disappeared.

“You really want to know?”

I said nothing.

She smiled.

“I was never afraid.”

There it was.

No shame.

No regret.

“I simply didn’t want to donate.”

My nails pressed into my palm.

“My father was dying.”

“I know.”

“You knew?”

“Of course.”

She leaned against the elevator wall.

“Sebastian told me everything.”

“And you still refused?”

Her smile became colder.

“I wanted to know who he would choose.”

I stared at her.

Clara continued softly:

“You or me.”

Something inside me became completely still.

“So my father was a test?”

“No.”

She tilted her head.

“You were.”

The emergency lights came back.

Clara picked up her handbag.

“I needed proof.”

“Of what?”

“That if you and I were ever standing on opposite sides, Sebastian would come to me.”

She leaned closer.

“And he did.”

The elevator doors opened.

I stepped out.

Clara called after me.

“Mrs. Ji.”

I stopped.

“He didn’t just come with me that day.”

I turned.

She smiled.

“I told him postponing the surgery might make your father worse.”

My blood went cold.

“And?”

“He said he would find another donor.”

She shrugged.

“He believed money could fix everything.”

Then she walked past me.

I stood there for several seconds.

That was the moment any remaining guilt about leaving disappeared.

I had wondered whether I should tell Sebastian before boarding the plane.

That my father was dead.

That our marriage was over.

That the woman he protected had admitted everything.

Now I knew.

He deserved to discover the truth without me there to soften it.

The next morning, I boarded my flight.

At 9:12, Sebastian sent the first message.

“Clara is not in a position to donate bone marrow. I already found another donor. Where are you?”

At 9:13:

“Why don’t you answer?”

At 9:16:

“Did you fall asleep?”

At 9:24:

“I’m going to the hospital. We should discuss your father’s new surgery date.”

I turned off my phone.

At 10:03, Sebastian arrived at the hospital.

I learned what happened later from my father’s doctor.

Sebastian walked confidently into the hematology department and introduced himself.

“I’m Mr. Ji. I’ve arranged a replacement donor for Mr. Wen.”

The nurse stared at him.

“Mr. Wen?”

“My father-in-law.”

Her expression changed.

Sebastian noticed.

“What?”

The nurse looked toward the doctor’s office.

“Please wait.”

Sebastian became impatient.

“The donor is compatible. We can schedule the procedure immediately.”

The doctor came out.

He recognized Sebastian.

And apparently his face went completely cold.

“Mr. Ji.”

“When can we operate?”

The doctor stared at him for several seconds.

Then asked:

“Where have you been?”

Sebastian frowned.

“What?”

“Your wife called you more than fifty times on the day the procedure was scheduled.”

His face tightened.

“I was handling the donor.”

“No.”

The doctor’s voice sharpened.

“You were taking the donor away.”

Sebastian went silent.

“Where is Mr. Wen?” he asked.

The doctor looked at him.

Then said the sentence Sebastian had been three days too late to hear.

“He died.”

Sebastian laughed.

One short, disbelieving sound.

“No.”

“He died three days ago.”

“No.”

“Your wife identified him.”

The doctor continued.

“She arranged the funeral.”

“She signed the documents.”

“She handled everything alone.”

Sebastian’s face lost all color.

“That’s impossible.”

The doctor’s expression did not soften.

“You postponed a time-sensitive procedure without consulting the medical team.”

“I found another donor.”

“Three days too late.”

Sebastian stumbled backward.

Then he pulled out his phone.

He called me.

Once.

Twice.

Ten times.

Twenty.

My phone was already thousands of meters above the ocean.

Then he called his mother.

She answered immediately.

“Where is she?”

His mother remained silent.

“Mother, where is my wife?”

“You mean your former wife?”

According to her, Sebastian stopped breathing.

“What did you say?”

“She signed the divorce agreement.”

“When?”

“Before she left.”

“Left where?”

“I don’t know.”

His mother paused.

“You told me yourself that Clara needed you more.”

Sebastian drove home.

The house was almost empty.

My clothes were gone.

My books.

My photographs.

My father’s old chessboard.

Even the small ceramic bowl beside the entrance where I used to leave my keys.

Gone.

On the dining table were three things.

My wedding ring.

A copy of my father’s death certificate.

And the divorce papers.

Sebastian stood there for almost an hour.

Then Clara arrived.

She still believed everything was normal.

“Sebastian?”

He did not answer.

She walked closer.

“I heard you found another donor. See? I told you everything would work out.”

Sebastian slowly looked at her.

Clara stopped smiling.

“What happened?”

He placed the death certificate in front of her.

She looked down.

Her face changed.

“Oh.”

That one sound destroyed whatever protection remained between them.

Sebastian stared at her.

“Oh?”

Clara swallowed.

“I mean… I’m sorry.”

“You knew his condition could worsen.”

She went still.

“Who told you that?”

Sebastian stepped closer.

“You told my wife.”

Clara’s eyes widened.

“She told you?”

“No.”

His voice was terrifyingly calm.

“The elevator security system recorded audio during the emergency.”

Clara stopped breathing.

Apparently the building’s emergency protocol had activated recording automatically after the elevator malfunction.

Every word.

“I wanted to know who he would choose.”

“You or me.”

“My father was dying.”

“I know.”

Sebastian had heard all of it.

Clara began crying immediately.

This time he did not comfort her.

“Sebastian, listen to me—”

“You used a dying man.”

“I was scared of losing you!”

“He died.”

“I didn’t mean—”

“He died while I was holding you beside a lake.”

Clara reached for him.

Sebastian stepped away.

It was the first time he had ever moved away from her.

But it was far too late.

He dismissed her from every scholarship program he personally funded.

He stopped answering her calls.

But none of that brought my father back.

And none of it brought me back either.

Three months later, I was living in Zurich.

My father had once dreamed of seeing Switzerland.

He never had the chance.

So I went for both of us.

I joined a medical research foundation and began rebuilding the career I had abandoned after marrying Sebastian.

One afternoon, my assistant entered my office.

“There is a Mr. Ji downstairs.”

I did not need to ask which Mr. Ji.

Sebastian had found me.

I told security to let him into the lobby.

Not my office.

Never again my private space.

When I came downstairs, he looked thinner.

For once, there was no expensive coat.

No assistant.

No driver.

Just Sebastian.

He looked at me as if the past three months had aged him ten years.

“I searched everywhere.”

“I noticed.”

His eyes reddened.

“Why didn’t you tell me your father died?”

I looked at him.

“I did.”

He frowned.

“You called me fifty-two times.”

Understanding slowly appeared on his face.

I continued.

“You simply chose not to answer.”

His lips trembled.

“I thought there would be another month.”

“So did my father.”

He lowered his head.

For a long moment, neither of us spoke.

Finally:

“I was wrong.”

“Yes.”

“I thought Clara depended on me.”

“She did.”

I nodded.

“She depended on you choosing her.”

He looked devastated.

“And I did.”

“Yes.”

His voice broke.

“Can we start again?”

I almost felt sorry for him.

Almost.

“No.”

“I’ll spend the rest of my life making this right.”

“You can’t.”

“I can try.”

I shook my head.

“My father’s last conscious question was whether you were bringing Clara.”

Sebastian closed his eyes.

I continued quietly:

“He still believed you would keep your promise.”

A tear slipped down his face.

I felt nothing.

Not because I had never loved him.

Because I had loved him enough to exhaust every feeling I had.

I stepped away.

“Go home, Sebastian.”

He looked at me desperately.

“Where is home without you?”

I answered without hesitation.

“The same place you chose to be when my father needed you.”

Then I walked away.

Sebastian did not follow.

Two years later, I visited my father’s grave.

I placed a photograph beside the flowers.

It showed me standing beneath the Alps, smiling.

On the back I had written:

“Dad, I finally went.”

I remained there until sunset.

Then I heard footsteps behind me.

For one moment, I thought it might be Sebastian.

It wasn’t.

And I was relieved.

That was when I finally understood that I had healed.

Sebastian Ji once believed he could delay my father’s life for a month and postpone my pain until it was convenient for him.

But some things cannot be rescheduled.

A surgery.

A goodbye.

A marriage.

And by the time he finally decided to choose me, I had already learned how to choose myself.

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