PART 2: THIS TIME, I LET HIM LOSE ME

I returned to the military residence alone before dawn.

The seven days Mother Chu had asked for were not yet over.

But for me, they had already ended.

I placed the divorce agreement on the dining table.

Beside it, I left the house key.

Then I opened the bedroom closet and packed only what belonged to me.

Uniforms.

Medical books.

A few photographs of my parents.

Nothing Chu Qinian had bought.

Nothing connected to the marriage.

When I finished, the sky outside was beginning to turn gray.

My phone rang.

Mother Chu.

“Xiao Jiu, where are you?”

“Home.”

“And Qinian?”

“With Tong Duong.”

There was a long silence.

Then her voice trembled.

“I’m coming.”

“No need.”

I looked at the divorce papers.

“Seven days aren’t necessary anymore.”

“Xiao Jiu…”

“He made his choice.”

This time, I would respect it.

And mine.

At eight in the morning, an official vehicle arrived.

I was not going to my parents’ home.

I had accepted a transfer to the Northern Military Medical Command three months earlier.

In my previous life, I had rejected that promotion because Chu Qinian didn’t want a long-distance marriage.

This time, I had accepted it immediately.

The appointment document lay inside my bag.

Rank:

Major General.

Position:

Deputy Director of the Northern Military Medical Research Center.

Chu Qinian had never known.

Why would he?

For years, whenever I achieved something, I put it aside to accommodate his schedule.

I had slowly become “Major General Chu’s wife.”

I had almost forgotten that before marrying him, I had already been Loc Cuu.

The vehicle had just reached the main gate when another military jeep stopped sideways in front of us.

Chu Qinian jumped out.

He looked exhausted.

His coat was covered with frost.

“Get out.”

I remained inside.

The driver looked at me nervously.

“Major General Loc…”

Chu Qinian froze.

His eyes moved toward the insignia on my uniform.

For several seconds, he simply stared.

“Major General?”

I stepped out.

“You didn’t know?”

His face changed.

“When were you promoted?”

“Last month.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

I almost laughed.

“You were busy.”

With Tong Duong.

At amusement parks.

At interviews.

At emergency exits.

Protecting her reputation.

His jaw tightened.

“Where are you going?”

“Northern Command.”

“For how long?”

“Indefinitely.”

His face finally lost its calm.

“You’re pregnant.”

“Yes.”

“You can’t transfer now.”

“I passed the medical evaluation.”

“I don’t agree.”

That sentence sounded so familiar.

As though he still believed my life required his permission.

I took the divorce agreement from my bag.

“Then sign.”

His eyes dropped to it.

“No.”

“Your mother already agreed.”

“I said no.”

I looked at him calmly.

“Chu Qinian, yesterday you left your pregnant wife alone at minus twenty degrees to protect another woman from reporters.”

His face went pale.

“I was handling a public-relations crisis.”

“You turned off my call while holding her.”

His expression stiffened.

So he knew.

I had seen everything.

“I can explain.”

“No need.”

“You kissed her?”

“She kissed me.”

“And you pushed her away?”

Silence.

That was enough.

I handed him the papers again.

“Sign.”

For the first time, his hand trembled.

“I won’t.”

I stepped back.

“Then my lawyer will handle it.”

The driver opened the door for me.

Chu Qinian suddenly caught my wrist.

“Loc Cuu.”

I looked down.

His fingers loosened immediately.

Perhaps he finally remembered that he had promised to protect this hand once.

When we were children.

When promises still meant something.

“You said you would wait seven days.”

“I did.”

I looked directly into his eyes.

“I just discovered I didn’t need all seven.”

Then I left.

Three months later, the military divorce procedure entered formal review.

Chu Qinian opposed it at every stage.

He called.

I never answered.

He came to the Northern Command twice.

Both times, I avoided him.

Once, I saw his figure leaving the surgical building through the front entrance.

I simply took the rear stairs.

Another time, he waited outside the research center for four hours.

I left through the underground parking lot.

People began joking that Major General Chu seemed to be chasing a ghost.

They didn’t know how accurate that was.

Because the Loc Cuu who had once chased him no longer existed.

Then Tong Duong created the final disaster herself.

She gave an interview claiming that Chu Qinian and I had already been “emotionally separated for years.”

The military disciplinary office immediately opened an inquiry.

During questioning, investigators recovered messages between them.

Most were harmless.

Work.

News reports.

Childhood memories.

But one message destroyed every excuse.

Sent the night before our hot-spring trip.

Tong Duong:

“If I tell you I still love you, will you regret marrying her?”

Chu Qinian had stared at that message for eleven minutes.

Then replied:

“I don’t know.”

Not no.

Not stop.

Not respect my marriage.

Just:

I don’t know.

When the investigators showed it to me, I felt nothing.

Strangely, that was when I knew I was finally free.

Chu Qinian received a formal disciplinary warning for failing to maintain appropriate boundaries during a sensitive public situation.

Tong Duong was reassigned from military reporting.

But something else happened.

Something he never expected.

The internal investigation reopened the old kidnapping records from our childhood.

And buried inside those files was a letter.

A letter Chu Qinian had written after our rescue.

Addressed to me.

“I promised Xiao Jiu I would protect her forever. When we grow up, if she still remembers me, I want to marry her.”

His mother gave it to him.

According to her, Chu Qinian sat with that letter until sunrise.

The next morning, he called me seventeen times.

I answered the eighteenth.

His breathing was uneven.

“Xiao Jiu.”

I remained silent.

“I remember.”

My fingers tightened around the phone.

“Remember what?”

“The promise.”

Too late.

He continued:

“When we were rescued, I had a head injury.”

“I lost parts of that period.”

“My mother told me about it, but I thought…”

He stopped.

“You thought what?”

“That the girl I promised was Tong Duong.”

I closed my eyes.

There it was.

The cruel joke at the center of both our lives.

After the kidnapping, Tong Duong had visited him repeatedly during recovery.

Over time, his fragmented memories had attached the face of the girl beside his hospital bed to the girl who had held his hand in captivity.

Me.

He had spent years believing his first love was Tong Duong.

But the promise had always been mine.

In my previous life, I would have considered that revelation salvation.

Proof that I had been loved first.

Proof that everything could be repaired.

This time, I only asked:

“So?”

He stopped breathing.

“What?”

“So what if you remembered?”

I looked down at my pregnant belly.

“You forgot the promise.”

“But you didn’t forget how to choose.”

“You chose her at the amusement park.”

“You chose her when the photograph went viral.”

“You chose her in that emergency stairwell.”

“And you chose her in front of those reporters.”

His voice broke.

“I was wrong.”

“Yes.”

“I can fix it.”

“No.”

“Loc Cuu…”

“The problem was never whether I was your childhood girl.”

I spoke quietly.

“The problem was how you treated your wife when you believed I wasn’t.”

Silence.

Then I ended the call.

Four months later, I gave birth to a daughter.

I named her Loc An.

Peace.

Chu Qinian learned about her through the military family registry.

He came to the hospital.

This time, I didn’t avoid him.

He stood beside the crib for almost an hour.

He didn’t touch her until I nodded.

When his finger finally touched her tiny hand, she instinctively grabbed it.

Chu Qinian’s eyes immediately turned red.

“Can I…”

He swallowed.

“Can I be her father?”

“You are her father.”

He looked at me hopefully.

I continued:

“But being her father does not make you my husband.”

The hope disappeared.

Still, he nodded.

“I understand.”

And perhaps for the first time, he actually did.

The divorce became final two months later.

Chu Qinian never married Tong Duong.

In fact, after recovering his childhood memories, he distanced himself completely.

But I didn’t return to him either.

I had already learned that truth arriving late did not erase pain delivered on time.

Years passed.

Chu Qinian became a responsible father.

He never missed our daughter’s birthdays.

Never used his rank to interfere with my decisions.

Never asked me to forgive him again.

On Loc An’s fifth birthday, she ran between us holding two paper medals she had made at kindergarten.

One said:

“Best Mom.”

The other:

“Best Dad.”

She pinned his medal crookedly onto his uniform.

Chu Qinian laughed.

Then his eyes met mine.

For a moment, I remembered the boy covered in blood who had once hooked his little finger around mine and promised:

“I will always protect you.”

That promise had come true eventually.

Just not in the way either of us expected.

He had finally learned to protect our daughter.

And I had finally learned to protect myself.

In my first life, I spent decades believing that because Chu Qinian once promised to choose me, I had to wait forever for him to remember.

In this life, I understood something much simpler.

A childhood promise can explain why you loved someone.

It cannot excuse the way they hurt you as an adult.

Chu Qinian remembered too late that I had always been the girl he promised to protect.

But by then, I no longer needed protection from him.

I had already walked through the coldest night of my life alone.

And survived.

This time, rebirth did not give me another chance to win my husband’s heart.

It gave me another chance to stop losing myself while waiting for it.

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