PART 2: THE BABY HE HAD ALREADY LOST ONCE

I should have lied.

I should have looked Julian in the eyes and said no.

Instead, I remained silent.

And Julian Reed, the man who could dismantle witnesses in court without changing his expression, understood everything from that silence.

His hand dropped slowly.

“How many weeks?”

I looked toward the ballroom.

Music drifted through the doors.

People were laughing.

Someone was giving a toast.

Meanwhile, my ex-husband looked as if the floor had disappeared beneath him.

“Eleven.”

Julian closed his eyes.

Eleven weeks.

The answer fit perfectly.

When he opened them again, his voice was quieter.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

I almost laughed.

“Tell you when?”

“When you found out.”

“I found out after the divorce.”

“That doesn’t answer me.”

“Yes, it does.”

I stepped closer.

“You signed the papers, Julian.”

“So did you.”

“Because you left me alone on my birthday to run to Natalie.”

His expression changed.

There it was.

The name we had never discussed after that night.

“Natalie had an emergency.”

“Of course she did.”

“Emma—”

“She always had one.”

I counted them on my fingers.

“Her car broke down.”

“She needed help preparing a deposition.”

“She was sick.”

“She had a problem with her landlord.”

“And somehow, whenever Natalie needed you, your wife became optional.”

Julian’s jaw tightened.

“You thought I was having an affair.”

“I thought you chose her.”

“That isn’t the same thing.”

“To the person being abandoned, it feels exactly the same.”

He said nothing.

I turned away.

Julian caught up with me before I reached the restroom.

“I want to go with you to your next appointment.”

I stared at him.

“No.”

“I’m the father.”

“You didn’t even know there was a baby ten minutes ago.”

“Now I do.”

“That changes nothing between us.”

His expression hardened.

“Maybe not between us.”

His eyes dropped to my abdomen.

“But it changes everything for me.”

I hated that part of me still reacted to those words.

So I left.

The following morning, Julian called at 7:12.

I ignored him.

7:16.

Again.

At 7:21, a message appeared.

I’m not asking you to come back. I’m asking for the right to know whether my child is healthy.

I stared at it for a long time.

Then another arrived.

And before you say it: yes, I know I should have shown that level of concern when you were my wife.

That was painfully self-aware for Julian.

I eventually replied:

Appointment Thursday. 10:00. Don’t be late.

At 9:43 on Thursday, Julian was already in the clinic waiting room.

Of course he was.

Dark suit.

Perfect tie.

Three medical journals open on his tablet.

I stopped in front of him.

“What are you doing?”

“Reading.”

“About pregnancy?”

“Yes.”

“You hate reading anything outside law.”

“I’ve expanded.”

I almost smiled.

Almost.

During the examination, Julian sat rigidly beside me.

Then the doctor turned the monitor.

“There.”

A tiny figure.

A heartbeat.

Fast.

Strong.

Julian stopped breathing.

I had already seen it before.

But watching him see it for the first time did something dangerous to my chest.

“That’s…” he whispered.

“Your baby,” the doctor said.

Julian’s eyes reddened.

He immediately looked away as though embarrassed by his own emotion.

The famously expressionless attorney had apparently met the one witness he couldn’t cross-examine.

Outside, he followed me to the parking lot.

“Emma.”

“What?”

“I want to take responsibility.”

“Financially?”

“Everything.”

I crossed my arms.

“You don’t get to turn fatherhood into another case you can manage.”

“I know.”

“Do you?”

“Yes.”

His voice was unexpectedly tired.

“I also know I failed at being your husband.”

I looked at him.

He had never admitted that before.

Julian continued.

“But there’s something you don’t know about the night I left.”

“Natalie?”

“Yes.”

I sighed.

“I really don’t want to hear that she secretly had food poisoning.”

“She attempted to resign.”

That stopped me.

“What?”

“From the firm.”

“Why was that your emergency?”

“Because she had discovered someone was falsifying evidence in the case we were preparing.”

My anger faltered.

“She called me because she was terrified.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

Julian looked at me strangely.

“Because the investigation was confidential.”

“You could have told me something.”

“Yes.”

That one word silenced me.

He wasn’t defending himself.

“I could have told you I wasn’t leaving because I preferred another woman,” he said. “I could have remembered your birthday. I could have called.”

His expression tightened.

“But I spent years believing that providing stability was the same as loving someone.”

He laughed bitterly.

“Apparently I was an excellent lawyer and a terrible husband.”

I looked away.

An apology didn’t repair four years.

But for the first time, Julian was speaking about our marriage instead of arguing his way out of it.

Then he added:

“Natalie is married.”

I blinked.

“What?”

“She married three weeks ago.”

“To whom?”

“Our investigator.”

I stared.

Julian almost smiled.

“There was never anything between us.”

Something inside me felt foolishly lighter.

I hated it.

“That still doesn’t fix what happened.”

“I know.”

And he left it there.

No pressure.

No dramatic request.

That was new.

For the next two months, Julian appeared at every medical appointment.

He never arrived late.

He learned which foods made me nauseous.

He replaced the broken lock in my apartment after I mentioned it once.

When I complained that my feet hurt, comfortable shoes appeared outside my door the following morning.

No note.

I knew exactly who sent them.

Still, we were divorced.

I reminded myself constantly.

Then, one evening, I received a call from Natalie.

I almost didn’t answer.

“Emma?”

“Yes.”

“I owe you an apology.”

My fingers tightened around the phone.

“For what?”

“For borrowing your husband for years.”

The directness surprised me.

“I never slept with Julian. I never tried to.”

“I know.”

“But I knew he would come whenever I called.”

Silence.

“And I liked knowing that.”

At least she was honest.

Natalie continued:

“I thought because you were his wife, you automatically knew you came first.”

I laughed quietly.

“I didn’t.”

“I understand that now.”

Before hanging up, she said one more thing.

“Julian kept something in his office after the divorce.”

“What?”

“Your birthday gift.”

My chest tightened.

That night, curiosity defeated dignity.

I went to Julian’s office.

His assistant let me into the conference room.

On the table was a small box.

Inside was a key.

And a document.

Property deed.

A townhouse overlooking the river.

Joint owners:

Julian Reed.

Emma Reed.

My throat closed.

He had bought it before my birthday.

The house I had once stopped in front of and said:

“If we ever become normal married people, I want to live somewhere like this.”

Behind the deed was an unsigned card.

Happy birthday. I know I’m terrible at saying it, but I want more time with you, not less. Maybe this can be our fresh start.

The door opened behind me.

Julian froze when he saw the box.

“You weren’t supposed to find that.”

“You remembered.”

His eyes lowered.

“Yes.”

“But you said you forgot.”

“I panicked.”

“Julian Reed panicked?”

“I had planned dinner.”

He looked embarrassed.

“Then Natalie called. I realized halfway there what day it was. When I came home, you had already left.”

“And instead of explaining?”

“You had divorce papers waiting.”

“So you signed them?”

His expression filled with regret.

“I thought that was what you truly wanted.”

I stared at him.

“You’re an attorney.”

“Yes.”

“You interrogate people professionally.”

“Yes.”

“And neither of us could ask one basic question?”

He almost laughed.

“Apparently not.”

I looked down at my belly.

Seven months now.

Our child moved beneath my hand.

Julian saw it.

His entire expression softened.

Then he said:

“I’m not asking you to remarry me.”

“Good.”

“I’m asking whether I can try again.”

I looked at him.

“As what?”

He thought carefully.

“Someone who listens before assuming.”

“That sounds ambitious.”

“For me, extremely.”

I laughed.

And that was how it started.

Not with another wedding.

With dinner.

Then another.

Then a prenatal class where Julian took eleven pages of notes and argued with the instructor about infant car-seat statistics.

Then an evening when I fell asleep on his sofa and woke up with a blanket over me.

He hadn’t touched me.

He had simply stayed nearby.

Three months later, our daughter was born.

Julian cried before I did.

He denied it afterward.

There were witnesses.

Six months after that, I found myself standing outside the same civil registry where we had once ended our marriage.

Julian stood beside me holding our daughter.

“What are we doing here?” I asked.

He looked strangely nervous.

“Correcting a legal error.”

I narrowed my eyes.

“What error?”

“Our divorce.”

I laughed.

“You’re unbelievable.”

He shifted our daughter into one arm and pulled a ring from his pocket.

“I already failed at marriage once.”

“That’s your proposal?”

“I’m getting there.”

“Very slowly.”

Julian sighed.

“Emma.”

Then his voice softened.

“I cannot promise I’ll become romantic overnight.”

“Obviously.”

“I’ll probably still read case law in bed.”

“Tragic.”

“But I can promise that if you tell me you’re hurting, I won’t call it drama.”

My smile disappeared.

He remembered.

“If you need me, I will show up.”

He looked at our daughter.

“And if something matters to you, I will learn to make it matter to me.”

Then he held out the ring.

“Would you consider making the same legal mistake twice?”

I stared at him.

“The least romantic proposal in human history.”

“That sounds like a yes.”

“It wasn’t.”

“Emma.”

I smiled.

“Yes.”

His shoulders dropped with relief.

An hour later, we walked out carrying a new marriage certificate.

The first time I married Julian, I believed love meant understanding someone without needing words.

The divorce taught me the opposite.

Love isn’t knowing what the other person means without asking.

Sometimes love is asking.

Listening.

Explaining.

And staying long enough to hear the answer.

Julian looked at our daughter sleeping in his arms.

Then at me.

“By the way…”

“What?”

“At the wedding, when you said seeing me made you nauseous…”

I smiled.

“That part was true.”

He stared at me.

I kissed his cheek.

“Fortunately, you’ve become slightly easier to digest.”

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