PART 2: THE PAJAMAS HE COULDN’T THROW AWAY

I stared at Minh An for several seconds.

Three years after our divorce, he was standing at my door holding half of the pajamas we had once bought as newlyweds.

And somehow he expected the sentence “Angela and I aren’t getting married” to mean something to me.

I stepped aside from the doorway.

—Then why are you here?

His gaze moved past me to the rose on the table.

—I wanted to see you.

—You saw me this afternoon.

—You were with another man.

I almost laughed.

—That’s usually what happens on a date.

His jaw tightened.

—Do you like him?

—Minh An.

I looked directly at him.

—We have been divorced for three years.

The words seemed to land harder than I expected.

He lowered his eyes to the pajamas.

—I know.

—Then stop asking questions as if I’m still your wife.

Silence filled the hallway.

Finally, he held the pink pajamas toward me.

—Take them.

—I don’t want them.

—You embroidered them.

—Three years ago.

—Five.

I froze.

He remembered.

Minh An rubbed his thumb over the crooked stitches forming his name.

—You stayed up until three in the morning because you wanted us to wear them on our first anniversary.

I remembered that too.

He had laughed when he saw them.

Then he’d worn his pair for exactly twenty minutes before receiving a call from his mother.

Angela had returned from abroad.

His mother wanted everyone to have dinner together.

Minh An left.

I ate our anniversary cake alone.

At the time, I told myself marriage required understanding.

Now I understood something different.

Love could survive disappointment.

It could even survive mistakes.

But it couldn’t survive being asked to disappear repeatedly so someone else could remain comfortable.

—Why aren’t you marrying Angela?

He looked up.

—Because I don’t love her.

I smiled faintly.

—Your mother must be devastated.

—She is.

—Then marry someone else she chooses.

His face hardened.

—Can you stop talking like this?

—Like what?

—As if none of this matters.

That almost made me angry.

Almost.

—It mattered when we were married.

My voice remained quiet.

—That’s the problem. Everything mattered then.

»Every time you met Angela because your mother asked.

»Every holiday you spent comparing me to her.

»Every argument where you told me I was insecure.

»Every time your family reminded me she was more suitable for you.

I paused.

—It mattered so much that eventually I had nothing left to feel.

Minh An went silent.

Then he whispered:

—I thought divorcing you would make everything easier.

That surprised me.

—For whom?

—Everyone.

Of course.

His mother.

His relatives.

Angela.

Perhaps even himself.

Everyone except his wife.

He continued:

—Mom kept saying we were miserable because we weren’t compatible. Angela had come back. The families wanted—

—And you listened.

He nodded slowly.

That admission was more useful than any apology.

I opened the door wider.

—Then you made your choice.

—I made the wrong one.

—That doesn’t mean I have to undo it for you.

His eyes reddened.

For one dangerous second, I remembered the man I had loved at twenty-two.

The boy who waited outside my university library in winter.

The man who secretly saved money for six months to buy our first rings.

The husband who once drove across the city because I mentioned wanting chestnuts.

Those memories were real.

So were the bad ones.

One did not erase the other.

I took the pajamas from him.

His expression immediately changed.

Hope.

I walked to the garbage bin beside the kitchen.

And dropped them inside.

His face went blank.

—You couldn’t throw them away, I said. So I’ll do it for you.

Then I closed the door.

For the first time, Minh An didn’t knock again.

Two months passed.

I stopped going on the dates my mother arranged.

She screamed.

Cried.

Reminded me how difficult her life had been.

This time, I didn’t argue.

I simply said:

—Mom, if you arrange another date without asking me, I won’t go.

Then I kept that promise.

Something strange happened afterward.

My life became peaceful.

I worked.

I traveled.

I enrolled in a weekend ceramics class.

I bought flowers for myself every Friday.

And gradually, I discovered that being unmarried wasn’t an empty waiting room between two relationships.

It was a life.

Then one afternoon, the cleaning lady stopped me in the hallway.

She was still wearing Minh An’s blue pajamas.

—Miss Lan!

I smiled.

—They suit you.

She laughed.

—Very comfortable. But yesterday a strange man offered me five hundred yuan for them.

I stopped.

—What strange man?

She described Minh An.

I closed my eyes.

Of course.

—Did you sell them?

—No!

She looked offended.

—These are excellent cleaning clothes.

I laughed so hard I had to lean against the wall.

That evening, for reasons I couldn’t explain, I unblocked Minh An.

There was already a message waiting.

“I tried to buy my pajamas back.”

I replied:

“I heard.”

Three dots appeared immediately.

Then:

“She refused.”

I wrote:

“Good.”

For the first time in years, our conversation ended without anger.

Not reconciliation.

Just peace.

Six months later, I saw him again.

My company had organized an annual dinner at a hotel.

When I entered the ballroom, Minh An was speaking with one of our directors.

He saw me.

This time, he didn’t approach immediately.

He waited until I finished speaking with colleagues.

Then he came over.

—Can I say hello?

I almost smiled.

—You already did.

He looked healthier.

Calmer.

—How is your mother?

—Still angry with me.

—Why?

—I moved out of the family company.

That surprised me.

Minh An had spent his entire adult life following the path his family prepared.

—What happened?

He shrugged.

—I finally realized I was thirty-five and still asking permission to live my own life.

There was no accusation in his voice.

No attempt to impress me.

That made me listen.

—And Angela?

—Married.

I blinked.

—Already?

—Last month.

He smiled.

—To someone she actually loves.

For some reason, that made me happy.

—Good for her.

—Yes.

Then he added:

—She apologized to me.

—For what?

His smile disappeared.

—That’s actually why I wanted to speak with you.

Something in his tone changed.

—About what?

He looked around.

—Not here.

I almost refused.

Then he handed me an envelope.

—Read this whenever you want. You don’t have to contact me afterward.

He left.

No pressure.

No dramatic backward glance.

I waited until I got home.

Inside the envelope was a letter from Angela.

The first sentence made me sit down.

“Lan Nhuoc, I owe you an apology because your marriage didn’t end for the reason you were told.”

I kept reading.

Angela explained that three years earlier, she hadn’t returned because she wanted Minh An.

She had already been dating someone secretly.

Minh An’s mother discovered it and threatened to cut business ties with Angela’s family unless she ended the relationship.

Then came the part that made my fingers tighten around the paper.

Minh An’s mother had deliberately arranged meetings between them.

She had taken photographs.

Sent them anonymously to me.

Repeatedly told Minh An that I was unhappy.

And repeatedly told me that Minh An regretted marrying someone like me.

Two people were being pushed apart from opposite directions.

But manipulation wasn’t the whole explanation.

We had still made our own choices.

I had become suspicious.

Minh An had become defensive.

And when his mother demanded he choose between family peace and our marriage, he chose peace.

Without me.

The letter ended:

“I didn’t steal your husband. But I allowed his family to use me to make you feel replaceable because I was afraid of them too. I’m sorry.”

I folded the letter.

I didn’t cry.

The next morning, I called Minh An.

He answered on the first ring.

—Hello?

—Did you know?

A long silence.

—Not then.

—When did you find out?

—After our divorce.

I closed my eyes.

—How long after?

—Eleven months.

That hurt more than I expected.

—And you waited two years to tell me?

—I wanted to come immediately.

—But?

—But discovering that Mom manipulated us didn’t erase what I did.

His voice was quiet.

—I still chose not to trust my wife.

That answer stopped me.

—If I’d come back then, I would have used Mom as an excuse and asked you to forgive me before I understood why I failed you.

I sat by the window.

For once, Minh An wasn’t blaming anyone else.

—Why call me about the pajamas three years later?

He laughed softly.

—Because I was moving.

—That’s all?

—No.

Silence.

—I found them in the back of the closet and realized I’d moved houses twice since the divorce.

My chest tightened.

—And you kept them?

—Yes.

—Why?

His answer came quietly.

—Because throwing them away felt like admitting you were never coming back.

Neither of us spoke.

Then he said:

—I know you’re not coming back now.

I looked at the morning light entering my apartment.

Strangely, hearing him finally accept that didn’t hurt.

It freed something.

—Goodbye, Minh An.

—Goodbye, Nhuoc.

I thought that was our ending.

It should have been.

But one year later, my mother suffered a minor fall.

At the hospital, I walked toward her room and stopped outside the door.

Someone was already sitting beside her.

Minh An.

My mother’s eyes were red.

In her hands was an old wooden box.

The moment she saw me, she hid it beneath the blanket.

Too late.

I recognized it.

It had belonged to my father.

—Mom?

Her face changed.

Minh An stood.

—You should hear this from her.

My mother began shaking her head.

—No.

I stepped inside.

—Hear what?

She clutched the box tighter.

For the first time in my life, my mother looked frightened of me.

Then she whispered:

—Your divorce wasn’t only the Lan family’s fault.

I stared at her.

—What does that mean?

She opened the box.

Inside were letters.

Dozens of them.

All addressed to me.

All written during the first year after my divorce.

And every envelope had been opened.

None had ever reached me.

I picked up the first one.

The handwriting belonged to Minh An.

My mother began crying.

—I thought if you knew he regretted it, you’d go back.

My fingers went cold.

—So?

—I wanted you to marry someone better.

She covered her face.

—I hid every letter.

I looked at Minh An.

He wasn’t watching my mother.

He was watching the floor.

Then I noticed another envelope beneath the stack.

Different handwriting.

Different paper.

My father’s name was written across the front.

My father had been dead for twelve years.

I slowly opened it.

The first line read:

“If our daughter ever marries into the Lan family, tell her the truth before it’s too late.”

I stopped breathing.

Because suddenly our divorce was no longer just about a controlling mother, a first love, or two people who had failed to trust each other.

There was something our families had hidden long before Minh An and I ever met.

And judging by my mother’s terrified expression, she had spent years praying I would never discover it.

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